How big brother watches you

Every day you as a citizen are controlled by forces and rules set far above your head by people who are probably long dead. Most people will think that a system had to work at its best or not at all to those people have I said “you are wrong” no I haven’t because without realizing it they are a part of the system. The most major system that controls the average person’s life is the federal government I will use the federal government as my prime example for it is the most effective at controlling its many people in a few ways. The government is a friend to those who follow the laws and pay their taxes on time and to those who are afraid or angry with it. For those of you out there who follow the rules, the government protects you from those who will harm you and if you are harmed pay for your medical bills. For those who hate the system and avoid it understand this, government doesn’t care for and simply sweeps you under the rug until you become a pest in which case you are squashed like a bug.

time warp

If I had to relive a single day in my life it would be the day I understood what choice was. In my earlier years I didn't care or bother with making or not making a decisions based on how people would feel. Now that I care about the consequences and how they affect others I feel like I'm held back because of it. If I could go back I could change how I act today, I wouldn't be penalized for putting others before myself. I wouldn’t be placed on the outside of things for trying to be considerate of others and in the outcome of my actions. It is in my defense of others that I am forced to concede to systems rules and regulations for I feel that if I do not up hold the rules how can I ask others to. The toughest part of being a considerate person is being unable to truly excel at anything for in doing so I over shadow others achievements. By putting myself second to others I am forced into more and more complicated situations and it is because of this that I must avoid others. If I could go back to the day that I found my actions had consequence and stopped myself from learning the truth I would be normal.